Deployment to-do and to-stop
The ever looming doom where my husband leaves me for upwards of 6 months consecutively. Yay…. I have a lot of feelings. I have a lot of thoughts, but for right now I just want to put some goals down on paper for myself to keep me on track and things in perspective.
Things I want to do:
Build into new friendships
Listen to Audiobooks
Build a workout routine
Get a Tan
Appreciate the beauty of where I live
Things I want to stop:
Telling myself I am not enough
Looking at myself like a number on a scale
Thinking my husband will die
Thinking my husband won’t miss me
Letting other people define how I think about myself
Letting who I was consume who I am and suffocate who I am meant to be
I wanted to have a section where I put “Things to See..” but we all know that COVID-19 really took all the fun out of that one, so for right now I am just going to see the beauty in all of the people and things around me. I am happy to live close to the ever-calming presence of the ocean during these crazy and unprecedented times.